Been months, weeks, days and minutes that i've been waiting for. To know the result of who has been selected for Early I.A. The result ripped off my mind going WTF with me not in the list. After what she said a few months back that if i promise to come to school and bring my books. She will of course put me in the list. But ended up nothing.

My hope of getting a bike for my convienence is now trashed. Thank you very much for wasting my effort. Now everything is all said and done. Im now all trashed up with all stupid assignments, projects, planning and cca which i made the wrong choice. I cannot stand it that people will keep bugging me about datelines and such. Esp my scouts stuff. Fk that ubin trip. Going to go MIA for the next few mth.

May or may not be going for IA next year due to the change of a new teacher. Who knows he or she will be worst at judging. Just bring it on suckers! Motivation to study dropped to 40%. Motivation in scouting dropped to 40%.

Suffian! you have to stop contributing your effort in what you do. Its pointless. Thats it for now.