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EverythingYouWant
i say all the right things, at exactly the right time, But i mean nothing to you and i don't know why...


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BLACKRIVAL

I'm 17, currently studying in CPT in Simei ITE (CE). There many more things to tell you about myself. It's more than just meets the eye.I strongly advice readers to read the "DISCLAIMER" section before reading my post. This blog is rated M(16). Small, immature kids are RESTRICTED from viewing this blog. Sorry.

My life ain't about riches and fun. To me, life sucks. There are too many things you'll never know about me. I'm just waiting for death when god calls. Till then, I'm probably at home or at school or at work. I'm avoiding someone that i don't like. Tag my tagboard. If i don't reply to your messages, Its you.

My Acquaintance
Listing my deserved to be called a "friend"
Gryphon Scouts
Eileen
Afiqah
Jefferson
Raju (Blk.Obm)
Gavin

tagboard
Scream your heart out

memories
scary flashbacks
2009-06-21 2009-06-28 2009-07-05 2009-07-12 2009-07-19 2009-07-26 2009-08-02 2009-08-09 2009-08-16 2009-08-23 2009-08-30 2009-09-06 2009-09-13 2009-09-20 2009-09-27 2009-10-04 2009-10-11 2009-10-18
Music iin me
singing my heart out!


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Disclaimer
ain't nothing for no reason
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. I write because I want to. MY blog, my rants, my property! You read because you want to. If you find my property offensive, then FUCK OFF! It's that simple.
Happy Birthday Piggy!!
Friday, August 21, 20094:46 AM
Its been a few days since i've posted any blog post. Why is that so? There are some intresting things that i've done personally, in scouts and as cliques. But either i'm too lazy to post or i just don't want to post it. But here's what i could remember off, I went to watch a movie with my classmates, conducted a competition among my scouts and been working "very" hard lately.

And today, i've just lost my MC but i wish that with my medications, it can be a prove to my class advisor that i've went to see the doctor because theres a date of issue on every of my medications. Ohh not to forget, Happy Birthday PIGGY!! Since my secret for ur Bdae Present is blown up by that Gandi, unfortunately theres nothing else i could surprise you with except wishing you a very happy 17th birthday.

Below is a malay song that have nothing related to this post. Justing posting them for the sake of nothing to post.

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Officially Finished My Assignments/Projects
Tuesday, August 18, 20095:45 AM
With great pride and honor, i have officially finished my project assignments and other miscellaneous stuff. This is my first time completing more than 6 projects and 3 assignments within the deadline. To ensure that i could keep up the good work, i will be adding a monthly plan calendar so that i could manage my time usefully.

I will be linking my monthly plan calendar on this blog pretty soon. So next time you guys want to ask my out for outings and such, please make an appointment 1 week beforehand. But of course, to those girls who want to go on a date with me, feel free to just ask me anytime (Joking).

For future projects, i hope that i could do it with a cohesive team so as to less burden myself. But nevertheless, i will still put 100% of my effort. Think about this saying ;

One piece of log creates a small fire, adequate to warm you up, add just a few more pieces to blast an immense bonfire, large enough to warm up your entire circle of friends; needless to say that individuality counts but team work dynamites.
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In Your Face!
Monday, August 17, 20097:35 AM
Well, by the look of the title, honestly speaking that i've stupid things to say. School was "fun" as usual and i could see myself having fun too. Since i've been missing many of my PEQ Practical lesson, i don't even recall myself operating the rigs (I don't even think i touched them before).

But with Daniel Yeo teaching all the rigs at one go, i'm surprise that i could hang on to every single rig (thought its supposed to be tough?). As its been said, i feel that all rig 1 to 3 are just a bunch of operating peanuts. Even though its easy, bear in mind that theres a 50% chance of me failing PEQ phase test because my brain max capacity is only 16 Gigabytes and 15 gigabytes is contaminated with virus files.

After PEQ lesson, we got into a lift. Just our class inside and not the other class even though the lift is not completely full. Want to know why? Me, Cheng Yang, Melvrick and Jefferson stand in a straight line right infront of the door space and acted as though it is full. In my mind, its saying "IN YOUR FACE!" To end this post, i'll like to say out a few sentances to those who hates me (if there is any xD) ;

I'm only me. That is all I can be. No more, no less, don't second guess. I love, I live, I laugh, I cry. I've wished sometimes that I could die. Some days I'm funny, others I'm not, sometimes I'm in overdrive and I can't stop. You may not like me, but that's okay because this is me and how I'll stay.
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Back To Civilisation
Sunday, August 16, 200912:11 AM
Its been 3 days since i'm out of home (not that i ran away), i had a Bridge Leader camp. It was a surprise that for the past half a year, i'm just a guy who doesn't have any CCA or anything to do. Only a week before, i got into BL as my first CCA.

I feel both unsatisfied and satisfied for the camp. Why not satisfied? 3D2N ended soo fast that i couldn't have a chance to know all the 150+ campers. Why satisfied? I've made new friends, met old friends, met old sec 3 instructors and being back to a place that i always wanted to go, JBAC.

Its simply soo amazing to see how different people from different walks of life being together as not a team, but a family. Yes, we do have boring games and such but it never fail to bond up our friendship. These are the reasons of why i love so much about camps and outings.

What i've learnt? I've learnt that life is going to shovel dirt on me, all kinds of dirt when i'm deeply inside a well. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake the dirt off me and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells by not stopping. Therefore, Never give up!
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