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EverythingYouWant
i say all the right things, at exactly the right time, But i mean nothing to you and i don't know why...


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BLACKRIVAL

I'm 17, currently studying in CPT in Simei ITE (CE). There many more things to tell you about myself. It's more than just meets the eye.I strongly advice readers to read the "DISCLAIMER" section before reading my post. This blog is rated M(16). Small, immature kids are RESTRICTED from viewing this blog. Sorry.

My life ain't about riches and fun. To me, life sucks. There are too many things you'll never know about me. I'm just waiting for death when god calls. Till then, I'm probably at home or at school or at work. I'm avoiding someone that i don't like. Tag my tagboard. If i don't reply to your messages, Its you.

My Acquaintance
Listing my deserved to be called a "friend"
Gryphon Scouts
Eileen
Afiqah
Jefferson
Raju (Blk.Obm)
Gavin

tagboard
Scream your heart out

memories
scary flashbacks
2009-06-21 2009-06-28 2009-07-05 2009-07-12 2009-07-19 2009-07-26 2009-08-02 2009-08-09 2009-08-16 2009-08-23 2009-08-30 2009-09-06 2009-09-13 2009-09-20 2009-09-27 2009-10-04 2009-10-11 2009-10-18
Music iin me
singing my heart out!


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Disclaimer
ain't nothing for no reason
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. I write because I want to. MY blog, my rants, my property! You read because you want to. If you find my property offensive, then FUCK OFF! It's that simple.
Practising Acoustic Guitar Once Again...
Saturday, August 8, 20099:20 AM
I've never touched my guitar for almost 2 months. The last time i've took a run for it was right after May. So today, i went to uncover my dusty acoustic guitar that i've bought at Malacca after my yamaha guitar went into 2 piece.

It dusty and it's already lost the tunes of what i used to know. But one thing for sure its that, it never fails to entertain myself. Tuning the guitar seems to take a very long time. But it was worthwhile after a few songs. Some of the songs i've used to play was already forgotten except my favourite song, Hey there delilah by the Plain White T's which its one of my best musical piece.

Look at my guitar, Its blue with the side rim in fading black. Next guitar of mine will be in red, hopefully...





Well, gonna have to run!
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Going Back To Where I Set My Very Own History
Friday, August 7, 20097:58 AM
Today was quite a long day for me as i had to go to work right after school. It all went well and there wasn't any conflict between the managers and me. Instead, we're playing around the restaurant. It was quite tiring though as i was assigned to do oil filtering. Its a dangerous job but, i'll take the risk (I love challanges).

In school, i accepted the offer of becoming a Bridge Leader (BL) as my CCA since i don't have any. When i first stepped into CE, i am very intrested in the Outdoor Adventure Club (ODAC) but i turned them down because i think scouts are way better than them. Next week is my first participation as a BL member. Its a camp!! Wohoo!! The campsite is located at Jalan Bahtera, right beside of Sarimbun Scouts Campsite. For your info, i'm quite proud to go there this time with CE because of my winning design at the Sarimbun Scouts Campsite.

There is a large oval shaped design at Sarimbun Campsite's Door. Its designed by me on a competition! Its one of my greatest achievement ever in National Competitions to get first place and get the designed up there for the next few upcoming years. But somehow or another, due to the contrast at night, they changed the colour of red and white to green. See Below.



Till next time guys.
- Once a scout, always a scout.
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A Trip Beyond Your Imaginations...
Thursday, August 6, 20099:24 AM
Well, i know you guys must be thinking that i'm crazy to blogging in the middle of the night (12:26AM). Today, Diyana, Eileen, Jefferson, Raju and me was on a "yatch-car" (Truck) party touring far from what you guys might have long expected. Around Singapore? Nope. We went beyond the borders of Singapore to JB, Malaysia.

Let me tell you about our tour outing. We left SG at around 6:45pm with the intention to have our dinner there. But bad luck soon came blocking our fun exprience. Jefferson lost his new phone which meant alot to him. He noticed his phone went missing when were about to board our yatch. It was last seen at Kranji MRT station where i think it dropped off his pocket.

But still, he continued the trip. From his expression, i could see that all his smiles throughout the trip seems to be masked by dissapointment. I could sense that he is worried about his lost phone.

We had our dinner at a seafood restaurant (Kopitiam type) under the bright hazy moon. The food there was totally too much and it just cost us a total of $142(Joking, RM 142) which is only like $8 per person. It was a worth while eat-out spot.

The exciting begins when we took a ride around Johor's very own "Changi Village." There wasn't any "hot babes" except one since the police were on patrols. We lowered our window screen and pestered around with "her." Right after we're done with disturbing "her." We continued the trip at a breathtaking beach which has a scenic view of Singapore's forest. Right after that, We played games at the arcade and did some shopping (not really, just looking around) at a bollywood town of Raju's, Danga Bay.

We ended our trip at 11:45PM and returned to homeland right before the last train. Hopefully, Eileen doesn't miss her last train at the Orange Line. In total conclusion, all of us had fun outing outside the country's border together. Pictures would be added once i've pestered Eileen for it.

PS: Jefferson, what is done is done, we cannot change what that had already happened. Hope you get over it soon. Till then, hopefully the person who found it would probably return them to its rightful owner.
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Talents got to be discovered and brought to light
Wednesday, August 5, 20093:38 AM
School is back to normal from my point of view. Were finally again in one piece. Tomorrow, i'm gonna go to Johore Bahru for dinner with don't know who yet (doesn't it sounds wierd?).

When at home, its a routine motion task that i would always do when im bored. Wanna guess? (forget it, you suck at guessing). Browsing for musics of course! not many know music is one of my passion. I came across this extraordinaire kid, who is only 15 and he produces his own music album. His name is Justin Bieber (not barbie).

I think that i would classify him together with Jesse McCartney and Aaron Carter. Wanna guess why? (again, you suck at guessing). All 3 of them started their music career when they're young. Below is two of his song in the album ; Acoustic Version

One time - Justin Bieber


Where are you now - Justin Bieber


Your World is my world,
My Fight is your fight,
My Breath is your breath,
And your heart,

-One Time.
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PhD Suffian (Phychologist)
Tuesday, August 4, 20097:29 AM
Well, the title was meant to be a joke. But for what i am typing now, i hope you guys don't take it as a joke but take it positively. I think all of us know that school life is getting suckier and suckier as day goes by. But believe me, most of sucky stuff that happens doesn't affect me a single bit except for wat recently had happened.

Therefore, as a friend or for some, as a blogger, i would like to share with you guys on how to adapt yourself in school, at work, or with friends. The most effective ones would be thinking positive. Did you guys ever wake up early in the morning and say "Shit! its time for school!" or "Great! Good morning hell! Hello Suckers!" Again,believe me if you think of school in a negative way, you'll end up restless for the rest of that particular day.

Its like when a girl keeps on looking at the mirror and say,"damn, i'm soo ugly..wished i could look like Meagan Fox." Then, she'll forever be ugly and when others bullied her, she'll feel very upset about it. However, on the other hand, when the girl keeps on looking at the mirror and say,"WoW! I look prettier than yesterday." Then she'll feels that she's right and when other came to her and say,"You're very ugly." That girl would just walk away and think that the guy is blind.

So try, wake up and give yourself a good stretch in the morning and say something postive like, "Wohoo! Time for school! Can't wait to see my friends in school!" or "Time for school, lets make the teachers smile with me!" And if you ever got scolded by teacher because of being complained by other vexatious teachers about you, give a good smile and be humble and say, "Sorry, it wouldn't happen again." or "Sorry, i'll try my best next time."

That is all i could do to help you guys out there. You guys must remember, if you think positive, you'll be less sensitive than those who thinks negative. But of course, this doesn't apply to people who are already too postive that it turned out to be negative.When you go overboard, it turns negative to people's thought.
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Dead-at-home.
Sunday, August 2, 20091:27 AM
I've been at home all day long and nothing bores me more than just rotting at home. Since NDP is around the corner (9th Aug 09) i'm thinking to go down to the marina bay and watch the NDP. But i'm afraid that it may just do no good since there will be lots of crowds. It would be great bringing friends along though. Hence, i might as well watch it from the TV right?

While rotting at home, i caught a glimpse of a Singapore-based youtube video. Its a song of our daily Singaporean problems. If you don't understand, theres a subtitle for it. Happy viewing! Hope it will crank up laughter!

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