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EverythingYouWant
i say all the right things, at exactly the right time, But i mean nothing to you and i don't know why...


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BLACKRIVAL

I'm 17, currently studying in CPT in Simei ITE (CE). There many more things to tell you about myself. It's more than just meets the eye.I strongly advice readers to read the "DISCLAIMER" section before reading my post. This blog is rated M(16). Small, immature kids are RESTRICTED from viewing this blog. Sorry.

My life ain't about riches and fun. To me, life sucks. There are too many things you'll never know about me. I'm just waiting for death when god calls. Till then, I'm probably at home or at school or at work. I'm avoiding someone that i don't like. Tag my tagboard. If i don't reply to your messages, Its you.

My Acquaintance
Listing my deserved to be called a "friend"
Gryphon Scouts
Eileen
Afiqah
Jefferson
Raju (Blk.Obm)
Gavin

tagboard
Scream your heart out

memories
scary flashbacks
2009-06-21 2009-06-28 2009-07-05 2009-07-12 2009-07-19 2009-07-26 2009-08-02 2009-08-09 2009-08-16 2009-08-23 2009-08-30 2009-09-06 2009-09-13 2009-09-20 2009-09-27 2009-10-04 2009-10-11 2009-10-18
Music iin me
singing my heart out!


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Disclaimer
ain't nothing for no reason
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. I write because I want to. MY blog, my rants, my property! You read because you want to. If you find my property offensive, then FUCK OFF! It's that simple.
Another day in school
Thursday, August 13, 20093:32 AM
It was at 7am when i woke up. The god damn alarm clock just won't ring (or did i ignored it?). I knew that i'm going to be late for school. When i walked out my house i keep asking myself if i should go to school or not. It echoed in my mind as if theres a devil asking me not to go to school. But of course, i am a "guai" type of person enough to continue my journey to school.

When i reached the school, i'm 21min and 35seconds late and i'm hoping that Ms.Eileen's lesson was swapped with Mrs.Quack (Old Duck) lesson so as to not get locked outside. But luck was not on my side. I was locked out of class. Not Fair Right? Well its fair actually. For the benefits of other students, i think i deserve the consequences for being late.

But the rest of the latecomers including myself was allowed to enter the class during tea break. I thought that Ms.Eileen was going to throw her tentrums at us for being late. But instead, she was calm (thats wierd). I won't promise i'll never be late again because promises are usually broken.At least, i've learnt something..When teachers locks you outside of your own classroom, simply get in from the window.
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My Life Is Wonderful
Wednesday, August 12, 20095:58 AM
You guys must be wondering why the hell i'm posting about my life right? well its my blog! haha. I always know that my friends think that life sucks. In my opinion and from my exprience, yes i agree that my life sucks too. And out of 100%, 65% of my life sucks. But somehow or another, these 45% of my life are the one that i always cherish and 65% of them are my learning points.

I'm surprised that 45% of it all came from my friends, my family and myself. Just earlier today, we all went out together to East Point. So what right? Well, its because of why we went out together on our way home that build our friendship even stronger. So Gavin, come take the train home with us often :P

On the other side of the earth's face, 65% of my life sucks! Why? an example of today's phase test. When Ms Eileen asked us if we knew how to change the units, we confidently said yes! Why yes? Because we thought she was asking us about how we change our units during the calibration and not during the 2nd sample solution. I myself found that i'm struggling to get it right since she said that she would fail us if we don't know how to change.

My Reflections:

In life God doesn't give you the people you want, instead He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, and make you exactly the way you should be. therefore, i should not fear failure so much that i refuse to try new things.Because, the saddest summary of life contains three descriptions: could have, might have, and should have.
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First day of school after NDP...
Tuesday, August 11, 20097:06 AM
Wow.. National Day Holiday is over... you know what that means, Boring teachers, boring lessons in my boring little school. But there are some things that keeps me busy today. None other than trying to stay awake for the whole lessons. No matter how hard i try to get myself up, it almost doesn't work. But now, i'm over and done with it.

Had my first PE period at the gym. Heavy weight lifting was at first, no kick. But until the end of time, i found myself very exhausted. But at least, it was fun! After PE, we intended to go home but we ended up walking around Temp Mall and Eastpoint with Gavin (Yeah, Gavin from JC0901S). Thats the first time he informally went go out with us and we found ourselves energised looking at you know... (Clothes! Don't think of other dirty thoughts of yours).

Anyway, never without fail, Gavin the PS kia, PS us at TM1 when we are about to go home. Yes, We did see it coming but no one bothers about it. And so the long journey begins till we reach home. Well, all i could about today say is, That was Awesome!!!
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National Day Parade 2009
Sunday, August 9, 20098:07 AM
First of all, Happy Birthday Singapore!! I was at marina bay watching the NDP and it was spectacular. For me, the highlights that i'm highly intrested and fancinated were the Marching Parades, Aircrafts Display, Total Defence Display and the Fireworks Display. With this being said, i would like to take the opportunity to congratulate the Scout's Contingent that participated in the NDP this year.

You guys (Scouts) have work tremendously hard for the past few months for this grand event. I therefore salute you the Scout's Sign and may you guys continue to progress furthur in your scouting life.

This month's weekend is going to be very busy for me. I have a camp next week, a recce hike pulau ubin the week after that and i guess, some other important stuffs that i couldn't tell you guys. Rest assured, i will make sometimes if you need me to join or such.

To put an end for this post, heres a Recollection that we used to recite in our Pri/Sec school days;

RECOLLECTIONS

There was a time, not long ago,
When other flags flew in Singapore
The British flag in colonial rule,
And the Japanese flag in war.

There was no freedom, no justice,
When our forefathers stepped ashore.
Life was a struggle, bitter and hard.
And families were hungry and poor.

They spoke a dozen different tongues,
Though their dreams were all the same.
But their hopes for a better life were lost
When war and invasion came.

After the war, we called for change,
For the right to decide our fate.
Some of us wanted democracy;
Others, a Communist state.

Riots and killings in our streets,
Years of hate and fear.
People said we’d never survive
As independence drew near.

When self-rule came, we took a vote
And joined Malaysia, merged as one.
But even friends disagree sometime,
And more trouble had soon begun.

August nine, nineteen sixty five,
We were out of Malaysia…alone!
Against all odds we had to build
A nation of our own.

We’ve come this far, by ourselves,
One people from many lands.
Our forefathers paid the price for us;
Now the future is in our hands.

This is our home, where we belong,
And our flag flies high and free.
But let’s not take for granted
What we have will always be.
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