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EverythingYouWant
i say all the right things, at exactly the right time, But i mean nothing to you and i don't know why...


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BLACKRIVAL

I'm 17, currently studying in CPT in Simei ITE (CE). There many more things to tell you about myself. It's more than just meets the eye.I strongly advice readers to read the "DISCLAIMER" section before reading my post. This blog is rated M(16). Small, immature kids are RESTRICTED from viewing this blog. Sorry.

My life ain't about riches and fun. To me, life sucks. There are too many things you'll never know about me. I'm just waiting for death when god calls. Till then, I'm probably at home or at school or at work. I'm avoiding someone that i don't like. Tag my tagboard. If i don't reply to your messages, Its you.

My Acquaintance
Listing my deserved to be called a "friend"
Gryphon Scouts
Eileen
Afiqah
Jefferson
Raju (Blk.Obm)
Gavin

tagboard
Scream your heart out

memories
scary flashbacks
2009-06-21 2009-06-28 2009-07-05 2009-07-12 2009-07-19 2009-07-26 2009-08-02 2009-08-09 2009-08-16 2009-08-23 2009-08-30 2009-09-06 2009-09-13 2009-09-20 2009-09-27 2009-10-04 2009-10-11 2009-10-18
Music iin me
singing my heart out!


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Disclaimer
ain't nothing for no reason
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. I write because I want to. MY blog, my rants, my property! You read because you want to. If you find my property offensive, then FUCK OFF! It's that simple.
Words Of Wisdom
Saturday, July 11, 20096:33 AM
Today, i was supposed to report to work at 3 in the afternoon. However, due to some technical disturbances (My Cocked Eye Read At 2pm), i was mobilised to work at 2pm. Thx Kim! zzz.

Everything went wild and crazy with stupid customers keep on pouring into the store and everything tumbles up and down in the kitchen. That was one crazy night shift!! We were also going crazily funny when a Attached China Manager was taking over kim's shift. Its hard to understand his English. He asked me a question and i blankly said okay. That leads me to deep crap! I'm gonna go to Beauty World to do some store transfer, 15min before i go home!!

I took a cab to Beauty World(McDonald's Money Ain't My Prob),And this uncle asked me alot of questions and such. Good thing not to know was that his son is around my age and in Yishun ITE. He told me that his son was given a smoking fine by HSA but did not admit it. That makes him go furious over the possiblility that his son had been fined for no reason or that his son was lying to him. He said that he had given his son almost anything he ever wanted like branded shoes, soccer boots and such but he refuse to study.

The point that really shoot into my brain is, I think that my dad and mum has the similar problem with me. They tried to give me whatever i want and i just can't be bothered to do whatever they want. Isn't that fair? All they seek from me is to study hard for my OWN good. I guess i busted that since secondary.. I would have stayed on and continue to go sec 5 but i guess i blew that up. But at least, i've learnt my lesson and i will try to consistently work hard for better result.
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Wishes Do Come True!
Thursday, July 9, 20097:00 AM
Remember i've wished that i expect the school to be better? guessed what?! It all happened except for lab stools which can't possibilly be changed. The idiotic auntie working at the Campus@Heaven resign!! cheers to her!!

Anyway, my personal treasury is in crisis!! i'm becoming more and more broke then never before!! o.O!! Guessed gonna have to save more money just to get my ass off on the plane to Japan in 2015. Hows the progress? Its great!! i haven't saved any money yet.. Gonna start by tomorrow?

1 REASON = 3 BENEFITS
Reason: Wanna Go Japan!!

Benefits Of Saving Money:
1. More money to spend incase i cancle the trip
2. Can lose weight? (Not gonna eat food at cafe unless damn famished)
3. Maybe gonna buy a new HP? nah not in a million years!

1 Day: Save $7
10 Days: $7x10 = 70
20 Days: $70 x 2 = $140

Still got a long way to go Suffian..
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New Chief Scout Of The UK : Bear Grylls
Tuesday, July 7, 20099:14 PM
Have you guys heard of Bear Grylls's Man vs Wild or the Born Survivor show? The man that eats almost anything and everything in the world for survival. Bear Grylls has been appointed as Chief Scout ("Chairman") of the United Kingdom. He is the youngest Chief Scout ever appointed in the history of scouting for over more than 100 Years!! Congrats, Bear Grylls!!

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The Promise Of My Life
6:36 PM
My life is very different from the past. I was never this way.. I used to be someone better. I know, people change. But they should change for the better. Usually i was always trying to achieve something with a great objective. But i guessed that i've change to someone who breaks the rules of the game. So now, i guess i have to make a promise. A promise that i will never be like what i am today;

On My Honour,
I Promise That I Will Do The Best Of My Ability,
In My Studies, My Work And My Play,
To Be A Responsible And Understanding Person,
And To Help Others Who Are In Need Of My Assistance,
And To Keep The Scout Law.

1. A Scout Is To Be Trusted
2. A Scout Is Loyal
3. A Scout Makes Friends, Establishes And Maintain Harmonious Relation
4. A Scout Is Disciplined And Considerate
5. A Scout Has Courage In All Difficulities

I hope that with this, I could be someone better in terms of studies and relationships as friends, family and to my girlfriend who i wouldn't want to lose.

-bLaCkRiVal-
“A Scout smiles and whistles under all circumstances.”Lord Baden Powell Of Gilwell.
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School Starts.. Aw! Thats Just Great...
4:12 AM
It was clear and official that school starts on the 6th of June but i din't attend class due to some personal issues (Still On Holiday Mood). Therefore, my first day of school was be today! i know, that just sucked! Looking on the bright side, things were the way i've expected. The teachers were "good" (haven't seen their true colours), the food were nicer (Maybe i'm famished over all the lessons), the escalator works well when i needed them and the screwed up lift weren't as stuffy and humid as before!

In class, i learn quite alot about school rules (frankly speaking i'm not that dumb not to know it!). Also learnt about pumps such as Centrifigal Pumps, Air pressure pumps and Human Pumps (Whoops no.. I've already know whats a Human Pump)

Right after school, Cheng Yang,Jeff and me went to tempines to catch the screening movie, Transformers. The movie was awesome and had a great plot setbacks and i personally rated it 8/10. Its sad that Eileen, Diyana and Balack Obama din't tag along. Sorry for not going home together with you guys. Feel bad about that.

To end this note, I believed that tomorrow is Ritha's Birthday? So lets wish her happy birthday!!

-bLaCkRiVal-
I was the light from the lamp on the floor,
and only as bright as you wanted me to be..
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Fked Up Blog Skins
Monday, July 6, 20094:27 AM
I'm exasperate over blogskins.com! every skins i picked to download ends up having an error when i try to upload them. And when i ammend the error, a new error occur! What a fucked up website is that? Though im not a choleric person,but this website is off the course!! i've tried 20 - 30 blog skins and it all have the same freaking error message.

Considering that i am quite lucky that i din't threw my laptop like i used to throw my keyboard when i lost a game. Urgh!! Its very frustrating!! I'm never gonna find any blogskin on that site ever again(though they are nice). Its such a waste of my precious holiday time! Speaking about holiday? I'm sure my classmates are having fun in school. You guys may be wondering what im doing at home right? Well.. just chilling and sleeping when it rains.. playing my nice blue guitar like i used to. Ahh.. Holiday Never Ends!


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Walking Down Memory Lane
Sunday, July 5, 20094:32 AM
Life has been a challenging one for me. I know that life has plenty of coarse obstacles even for people like me and you.But everything i had is no longer there. My life has always been like a roller coaster ride... And i guess today is one of the lowest point of my ride. Again, for the 7th time in my life, Im now standing on the corner of the street, alone.

Walking down memory lane, I recall the very first time i see you. Your one of my most holistic achievement because i thought that you are just the girl i'm looking for. You laugh at my dreams, but i dream about your laughter. We went out almost everyday but now, i guess its over. Its because i love you, thats why its best that we both let go. But trust me my dear, i'll never forget the day we met each other.

I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasting away

Cause today, you walked out of my life
Cause today, your words felt like a knife
I'm not living this life.

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