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EverythingYouWant
i say all the right things, at exactly the right time, But i mean nothing to you and i don't know why...


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BLACKRIVAL

I'm 17, currently studying in CPT in Simei ITE (CE). There many more things to tell you about myself. It's more than just meets the eye.I strongly advice readers to read the "DISCLAIMER" section before reading my post. This blog is rated M(16). Small, immature kids are RESTRICTED from viewing this blog. Sorry.

My life ain't about riches and fun. To me, life sucks. There are too many things you'll never know about me. I'm just waiting for death when god calls. Till then, I'm probably at home or at school or at work. I'm avoiding someone that i don't like. Tag my tagboard. If i don't reply to your messages, Its you.

My Acquaintance
Listing my deserved to be called a "friend"
Gryphon Scouts
Eileen
Afiqah
Jefferson
Raju (Blk.Obm)
Gavin

tagboard
Scream your heart out

memories
scary flashbacks
2009-06-21 2009-06-28 2009-07-05 2009-07-12 2009-07-19 2009-07-26 2009-08-02 2009-08-09 2009-08-16 2009-08-23 2009-08-30 2009-09-06 2009-09-13 2009-09-20 2009-09-27 2009-10-04 2009-10-11 2009-10-18
Music iin me
singing my heart out!


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Disclaimer
ain't nothing for no reason
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. I write because I want to. MY blog, my rants, my property! You read because you want to. If you find my property offensive, then FUCK OFF! It's that simple.
Buy Low, Sell High
Friday, October 23, 20094:22 AM
I've been thinking about this new prespective for months. Now that i have decided my decision, I'm sticking to it. Im now starting to do a little trading on my own. What type of trading? Currency! It looks pretty simple but it take alot of patience. All i have to do is to buy currency at a low price and sell them off at a higher value.

As of next month (After my pay!) I will be starting to do this trading. Till then, i need to understand more about these currency!
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Importance of my life...
Tuesday, October 20, 20095:35 AM
Someone asked me if which of these are important to me. Studies or Work? I would honestly say both. Work is important part of my life. I want to work because i really want to get something for myself at the end of the month. A shopping spree at least? But what im really after for is a bike for my convienience to school and to anywhere i want! And maybe if i have a bike, whose gonna fuel up the tank? My mom? Of course i would have to get a job to get it filled up.

And studies? Well i would say its important too. This country is a dumbfuck country which looks only at papers (Certificates) and not talents. The more certificates ones have the higher the chances of getting into a job with higher salary. But again this set me thinking. Would you gurantee me into getting a job as a technician in the chemical plant? I guess no.

Now the question is yours. Do you want me to study because you want me to, or you want me to continue working and forget about my studies? Or would you want me to study and at the same time work?
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Dun make ur prob to my prob
Monday, October 19, 20093:46 AM
Today school was very tiring. I don't like to lie but to be honest, i hate PEQ practical. Its long and its boring and it feels like hell! The school was very humid because they din't pay up the school aircon bill. Or.. the banglas might have taken their Deepavali off that they dint turned on the aircon for us.

Don't know ITE life would go this bad. With people so retards, with friends so caring and with school so pathetic. On the 23rd October 2009, there is a BL meeting. Unfortunately it clashes with my work at sentosa. So, i have to make the right choice. Im Working!! Fk those meetings.

Hates School! Suffian
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Dissapointment made its turn
Friday, October 16, 20095:54 AM
Been months, weeks, days and minutes that i've been waiting for. To know the result of who has been selected for Early I.A. The result ripped off my mind going WTF with me not in the list. After what she said a few months back that if i promise to come to school and bring my books. She will of course put me in the list. But ended up nothing.

My hope of getting a bike for my convienence is now trashed. Thank you very much for wasting my effort. Now everything is all said and done. Im now all trashed up with all stupid assignments, projects, planning and cca which i made the wrong choice. I cannot stand it that people will keep bugging me about datelines and such. Esp my scouts stuff. Fk that ubin trip. Going to go MIA for the next few mth.

May or may not be going for IA next year due to the change of a new teacher. Who knows he or she will be worst at judging. Just bring it on suckers! Motivation to study dropped to 40%. Motivation in scouting dropped to 40%.

Suffian! you have to stop contributing your effort in what you do. Its pointless. Thats it for now.
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Being more professional..sianz..
Wednesday, October 7, 20095:39 AM
Well today i had a meeting at about 2pm. It was a long meeting as it ends at about 8pm. So you guys must be wondering why that long? well its obviously because of my scouts leader who nvr fails to give me an agenda with plenty of details. Not even a single fullstop is being missed.

He talked and discussed about my new position on how to run the committee and requested me to be more organised in my work, studies and play. He wanted me to be professional so as to teach my current rusty committee members. Its time to brush and polish this committee that have been long spoiled. No matter how hard it takes, I have my objectives and i have the need to accomplish it.

For that's all guys, see you back in a bit.
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mie with the escorpión
Sunday, October 4, 20098:23 AM
There's another exciting event that took place at my work place! Its not about meeting the pretty tourist from Australia but yeah they are pretty indeed. Today, i was thought by a senior worker at my workplace on how to carry the scorpions without me getting stung by them. His name is unknown but we call him "Sarg" (Sergeant in malay-english).

He's an old man who work for many decades dealing with creatures like these scorpions. And so he tought me. At first, like everyone else, my balls went up to my throat when he asked me to take it out without showing any examples. Im smart enough to carry them at the tip of their mighty sting. And then, TADA!! its up!!! See the video of me carry it up!
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Batman Returns @ Sentosa
Friday, October 2, 20095:46 AM


Another day at work, another day of excitement! Its really fun scaring tourist with insects they never knew its harmless. These creatures are totally harmless and only feed on plants. Feeding the parrots is my favourite even though thats not the job i was assigned to.

Work was fun and time flies faster than time flies in Mcdonalds. During break, Me and my friend went over to palawan beach and took a snapshots of poster images. Heres one, Its Batman! and he looks like me doesn't he? Hahas! Thats all for now. Kinda tired.
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