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i say all the right things, at exactly the right time, But i mean nothing to you and i don't know why...


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BLACKRIVAL

I'm 17, currently studying in CPT in Simei ITE (CE). There many more things to tell you about myself. It's more than just meets the eye.I strongly advice readers to read the "DISCLAIMER" section before reading my post. This blog is rated M(16). Small, immature kids are RESTRICTED from viewing this blog. Sorry.

My life ain't about riches and fun. To me, life sucks. There are too many things you'll never know about me. I'm just waiting for death when god calls. Till then, I'm probably at home or at school or at work. I'm avoiding someone that i don't like. Tag my tagboard. If i don't reply to your messages, Its you.

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Gryphon Scouts
Eileen
Afiqah
Jefferson
Raju (Blk.Obm)
Gavin

tagboard
Scream your heart out

memories
scary flashbacks
2009-06-21 2009-06-28 2009-07-05 2009-07-12 2009-07-19 2009-07-26 2009-08-02 2009-08-09 2009-08-16 2009-08-23 2009-08-30 2009-09-06 2009-09-13 2009-09-20 2009-09-27 2009-10-04 2009-10-11 2009-10-18
Music iin me
singing my heart out!


MusicPlaylist
MySpace Playlist at MixPod.com

Disclaimer
ain't nothing for no reason
This blog is solely mine. It contains MY photos, thoughts, hopes, dreams, secrets, and fears. I write because I want to. MY blog, my rants, my property! You read because you want to. If you find my property offensive, then FUCK OFF! It's that simple.
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Sunday, August 16, 200912:11 AM
Its been 3 days since i'm out of home (not that i ran away), i had a Bridge Leader camp. It was a surprise that for the past half a year, i'm just a guy who doesn't have any CCA or anything to do. Only a week before, i got into BL as my first CCA.

I feel both unsatisfied and satisfied for the camp. Why not satisfied? 3D2N ended soo fast that i couldn't have a chance to know all the 150+ campers. Why satisfied? I've made new friends, met old friends, met old sec 3 instructors and being back to a place that i always wanted to go, JBAC.

Its simply soo amazing to see how different people from different walks of life being together as not a team, but a family. Yes, we do have boring games and such but it never fail to bond up our friendship. These are the reasons of why i love so much about camps and outings.

What i've learnt? I've learnt that life is going to shovel dirt on me, all kinds of dirt when i'm deeply inside a well. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake the dirt off me and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a stepping stone. We can get out of the deepest wells by not stopping. Therefore, Never give up!
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